The Moment...

Finally the moment that we waited for 9 months has came. On 18th Sept 09, i admited hospital around 9am to induce as scheduled. I cant wait for any delivery symptom because i was having diabetes during pregnancy, and doctor was worry if there might be any complication and thus he advise me to deliver earlier.

At around 11am, the induce start to take effect on me, the contraction come slowly but it is a mild one and i can handle it easily with deep breathing. This process went on until around 12.30 pm adn doctor came for the 3rd checking. This time, he cut and make my water bag burst..wow, it was a painful experience which make me shout out. After that doctor was worry, he told us that baby has shitting a bit and my amniotic fluid was not enough and my chances of Ceasarian is very hour although i can try natural birth for another 4 more hours. I was kind of worry after hearing what he said and ask the doctor why dont we go for Ceasarian straight away? and he agree with what i said. I dont want to suffer another 4 hours pain before going for Ceasarian..

So i discuss this with JJ and very fast we decided to take up Ceasarian at that moment.

During the time the stuff preparing me for the opeartion, my contraction become worst...it was so painful (both my stomach and back bone) that normal deep breathing can't do any help anymore and the operation room i guess was so chill that both of my legs are actually shaking...

I yield and shout for pain but no body seems to care for me....i tell myself i must come down and i do fast breathing now...inhale and exhale very quickly and looks like this technique works, i feel less pain now. Finally i was given the oxygen mask and after a fews breath, i had felt into deep deep sleep...

When the next time i wake up, i hear so much noise around me, i try to open my eye but i couldnt do so...i hear JJ sound calling me and i keep asking " how is Kai Shuen, How is Kai Shuen?"...and i hear JJ reply that she is okay and she is 3.25kg...then i ask what time she delivered and what time is it now...after i have gotten the answer, i think i have no more strength to ask anymore questions but felt into sleep again....

It was truely a very special experience for me...first time being mother and first time going through operation...but everything seems worthwhile when i saw my cute little princess :)

For those mothers who went through the normal delivery without epidural or any other pain relief help, I truely respect YOU, you are so wonderful!